Felix the Cat, the Happy Go Lucky Trixter!!!
[Connect the DOT!] Happy Go Lucky strikess againnn!!!
[Connect the DOT!] Happy Go Lucky strikess againnn!!!
I know nothing more enjoyable than that happy-go-lucky wandering life, in which you are perfectly free; without shackles of any kind, without care, without preoccupation, without thought even of to-morrow. You go in any direction you please, without any guide save your fancy.
Others might take it negatively but its not all about being idiot, careless and wild. Its freeing yourself from depression and worries, its about slowing down things when you think you are running too fast, its a time when you just need to stop for awhile and appreciate the things that you have right now, its all about on how to make yourself happy when you really need it the most.
ME: Every night, just before I go to sleep, I start to wonder how things will work out the next day, will i finally get the luck that I need? am I doing enough for my plans? how long will I wait for the day that I've been waiting? DAMN WAITING! That's the most hardest task to do! Its really stressful and its more depressing when at the every end of the day you wait for nothing and hope again for another day to come and wait again. WAITING sucks! Enough of my ranting... just for you to know on how i am drowning to stress right now.
ME: Who cares anyway, just me! HAHAHA.
(Me, and my alter ego.... BOW!)
OMG, I dont know what's with my life now, but I think I'm racing with everybody else and I need some break from all of these things i'm just worried about me being the last person to reach the finish line. But HEY! I already learned my lesson on rushing things out. Got a job and end up nothing, that's one hell of a good example! Another one, choosing the opportunity that comes first and then another better one suddenly came in! SUCKSS! So i decided to take everything in a lighter side and just take my time to be FREEEE!!! After the two months job, I can finally catch up with movies, music and my Football Manager (From Serie C1A, now my team is contending for Serie A promotion!) HAHAHA.
but I'M BROKE! but its a part... no worries!
As I am waiting for a good news for the next coming weeks, I start to think about the possible scenarios that I am going to meet if my plan will push through. Naaahh! Not expecting too much of it, its like 40 out of 100! Gaddd... But i keep hoping! If its not for me, then it is not... because something is really meant to happen. Proven!!
Yeah, I was kinda concern about my activities being a bummer right now, though I'm not asking money anymore since I still can finance myself right now, all I do is just to stuck myself at my room whole day and every other day I hang out with friends, and my mom starts to ask me if I will come home the same day... !? Though most of the time, I always left alone in the house. BOREDOOMM!
And thanks for my lappy for always saving my day!
But its not all about doing nothing ah! See I got plans... HIHIHI! Planning where is the next time and place that me and my friends will meet each other! HAHAHA. Kidding! Honestly, being Happy-Go-Lucky is expensive. Believe me! But its worth it, for a stress reliever coz you dont need to in take anything, the reliever comes naturally.
Others would say that if you got the chance to breakaway from your job or work temporarily, cherish it, because when you start to work again, you will never have the luxury of time again! TRUE. I can still remember when I was still working in SG, i always rant of having some more rest and free time for myself, like "I dont want to do these things anymore, get me out of here, send me back HOOOMMMEE!" AHAHAHA. Really! But those are just non-sense reactions of mine. The result of too much fatigue and whatsoever, but honestly I really miss being ragged at work and when I say ragged I mean "RAGGED" with conviction. When you looked at the brighter side, its really rewarding, like "I finally realize that I'm living in this world in a sensible manner!"
The balance between the negativity and the positivity... that's what I really like about myself. "I lost my pen but never mind, I'll just buy a new one" its just an example and not applicable to all things, you cannot say.. "I lost my brain but never mind, I'll just buy a new one." *big grin*
I cannot be H-G-L at all times but I cannot afford to be serious at all times.
Being Happy Go Lucky is like in spite of challenges along the way, you still able to compose yourself, share the happiness to those who need it and be grateful to have the life that you have.
Its better to be H-G-L than to be suicidal! HAHAHA.
